I want to say some thing...

(This poem is published in the Degree361 the institute magazine of NIT-Rkl Autumn issue-2009. Thnxx Arghya for appreciating... it was you who inspired me to submit it...)

I want to say something

but I wont...

because I was not able to speak,

even I tried you dint understand,

I cried but no one tried.

I want to say something

but I wont...

now I can speak,

but you'll call it innocence,

I fear of my size too.

I want to say something

but I wont...

if today I speak,

you'll call it a rubbish,

my loud voice will echo in the crowd.

I want to say something

but I wont...

even I'll speak politely,

you'll call it my weakness,

I'll invite comments and humors.

I want to say something

but I wont...

today I've many things to speak,

I want to share my past experience,

you'll call it a antique piece of philosophy.

I want to say something

but I wont...

I would have to speak today finally,

in my trembling voice and helpless condition,

but for this also you would not have enough time.

I want to say something

but I wont...

I had to say many things...

but I hadn't coz of you,

I still want to say but He wouldn't allow.

I want to say something

but...